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Last Forever

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Thought I found somebody real, I noticed our connection
never thought the path we headed to would have you change direction
I asked whats on your mind, never thought it be so damaging
you carefully had planned a perfect way to dig and bury me
but can it be that every thing I thought of you’s a lie?
were you going through the motions just to take me for a ride?
was thinking when I met you I would stand off to protect you
didn’t think I would be capable of feeling something special
every sentence was a chest move, I felt the need to test you
cause I thought she’d be too young to understand what’s in my mental
but the closer I would get to being with her made it real
afraid to take the dive, so I told her change the reel
I stayed cause days we chilled were getting better every moment
and she understood the balance of ourselves not losing focus of our life goals
supportive, we are both our biggest fans,
or at least I thought you were, now I don’t see you in the stands
we went from holding hands to holding off on future plans
truly scammed to thinking we could live together to advance
out of nowhere, no care, you dumped me with a cold stare
no flares to warn me of this accident id go near
hearing through the grapevine of someone you would facetime
the same one you would date a month after you went and changed, fine
he flew you out? cool, I wish you both a safe flight
was played and I admit it, you’re the winner of “game night”
your acting sure is sweet without a cavity grown
at least I know that you’ll be great in your reality show
it was accident prone, but at last I had known
that the acts of your past, relapsed, this chapter is closed, I’m ghost

used to hope that it would last forever
now I hope that its the last forever

now im on my own, guess I won’t be found, got me roaming so lonely again
see this path I’ve known, and these tracks been bound, got me roaming so lonely again
but each time I found that it hurts way worse than the last one taring me down
then I say Im done til the next one comes to assure me they want me to drown

if you love them let them go,
you kicked the chair beneath me left me hanging from a rope
pouring out prescription pills considered doing dope
and whats so fucked up is flash backs of my brother being so drugged up is all I saw
and suddenly I thought I understood the reason
fiending to escape the pain you feel when lost and grieving
thoughts deceiving been conditioned to run
hitting billy like “forgive me, but I need to feel numb”
feel im speaking in tongues, witnessed the beat I’ve become
liquor staining my rug like I dont need to be loved
you hoped that I would break it off, you wanted us to fail
you lost your sense of humor personality went stale
you didn’t give a fuck, apology was careless
just a couple days before that im supposed to meet your parents
the future planning damaged now im lonely and embarrassed
your flaws I overlooked, the good in you I cherished
all those convos that we had and those tears in your eyes
I just feel was a lie, like an evil disguise
everybody told me ‘chill’ they know the way it’d turn out
with the benefit of the doubt, you started letting me down
supported your decisions and forever im proud
at every gym in the world but this just couldn’t work out
my partner in crime just kept on crossing the line
I dont regret what we had, it just exhausted it’s time.

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from Broken Pieces, released April 12, 2019

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