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Mourn Different

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lyrics

A friend died when I was 19
lost track of what life means
had the funeral the day I had my road test
same road that he drove when his soul left
everybody going visiting his family
im feeling guilty with anxiety im panicking
cause the pain inside their eyes couldn’t bare to see
my excuse leaving town cause its scaring me
I don’t wanna see them hurt
not engraving your memory on my shirt
I dont want to rock an RIP decal
no facebook post will be seen now
went to his grave site once, and I haven’t been back
its hard to admit but I’m lost into thinking that place is where you’re actually at as a matter of fact
its just how I adapt, afraid to get too close
been a while since I let those balloons go
and I haven’t even visited the new home
I dont wanna see your face on the tombstone
I just want to keep thinking that you moved on
and you’re coming back to visit not in too long
and you’ll tell me how you listened to my new song, that’ll be great


yeah that’ll be great, lets have another day I know you can’t stay
but for now ill raise, this glass in the sky lets all celebrate
yeah that’ll be great, yeah that’ll be great just one more take
like nothing every changed, lets find another way
cause we all mourn different now, see we all mourn different
see we all mourn different now, see we all mourn different

wrote a song for you, it was all I knew
how to get out my feelings try to talk to you
but the awful truth, I was starting to, feel like people made it popular and lost the mood
cause I never made it trying to make my name big
but it started catching on to my amazement
everybody had it added to their playlist
and requested that I did it when the stage lit
but it didn’t feel right something not clear
making profit off of someone who is not here
now im seeing fake friends in the halls cheer
giving pounds after they ignored me all year
had me feeling guilty and I really felt I burst
til his mother told me how much that it meant to her
and his sisters started quoting each and every word
that’s the only gratification I get that works
so I deflected the pressure and took it all down
every website clear started posting new sounds
and although they keep on asking I won’t put it back out
thats the only time was getting love inside my home town, what now
keep screaming out loud , found out that the way you mourn is never forced, I’ll, pour out just a little bit I cant afford much
and I know you would much rather have us pour UP so just,
know that it doesn’t matter how you were showing your emotion when they hold them underground
you can shed a hundred tears or not even hum a sound
but that never was a measurement of love you summoned proud
I vow, to appreciate the time we all spent, with denial off set
and the cries we all wept
we can smile without feeling guilty at our own pace
never had to showcase your weight yeah that’ll be great

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from Broken Pieces, released April 12, 2019

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